SO SCARED.... ;(

well lets just say we all know that i am getting married. We all know that I am scared to death about a few things! For example: Brazilian wax!! blah that is so freaky to me I just don't know. The girl doctor too! blah I don't know what to expect really. Not only did I think that being a girl already was complicated sometimes but now I just found we get to be even more complicated in our sweet hairless back kinda world!! ha ha I really don't know how I feel about the entire thing? I know that I really want to be doing something else with my time rather then being anywhere but in the place and seat that I will soon be in.( mainly just the stuff before the wedding itself lol) I thought that getting married was going to be FUN! ha ha I know it will but this part of it totally sucks. Every year ugh us girls have it tough. so guys stop complaining. At least you never have to have blood coming out of you once a month for practically the rest of you life!!:) Sorry its a bit graphic but its the bitter truth!!!

bOrInG dAy

Today is so boring i feel like i am about to die:( what to do with myself while i am here? who knows?! ha ha well i am getting married and i hate the planning. It is making me want to vomit:(
there is so much to do and i dont know where to start! oh man oh man i cant even begin to explain how over whelming it is. if you have planned a wedding you know what i mean lol